Intro to me (Rayn-Hellfire)

[Rayn-Hellfire]

Alright! So I can't believe I have to redo my intro because the old site got fucked up. But anyway here is my not so awesome intro about myself.

I'm known as Rayn-Hellfire to all the siters but I do have an FB account by the name of Near CuteUke River. Mel calls me ABC DLSD. Only Mel calls me that and its because I type really slow. In real life my middle name is Rayn. My real first name is one thing I'll never say to just anyone. But here's a hint my nickname is Leili. I'm about 5' 2" and weigh around 115 lbs. I'm 14 coming this May. But I know way to much for my age because my mom says if you ask the question you are smart enough for an answer.

My favorite things to do are rather boring just like me. I love Science, painting/drawing, writing, RPing, and chatting with friends. I am like any normal person but I have epilepsy which is a type of seizures. Its when the frontal lobes of the brain are damaged to the point where they don't work. My neurologist says I'm pretty smart someone with epilepsy. He says I should be a "retarded vegetable" because most people only use the frontal lobes of the brain to function normally. He thinks I'm using another part of my brain to act as a normal person but he doesn't yet know which part I'm using.

My family and past is the most fucked up thing there is to say about me. Its something I only share with those I care for. But I have come to trust most of the siters. So prepare for a terrible but interesting story.
Before I was a year old my dad moved away or something like that. My mom and dad broke up. I don't really know where he went but I do know I have a sister who is younger then me but only by 8 months named Allannah. About two years later my mom had a a baby boy named Noah. A sister I didn't know I had until I was 5 years old was born shortly after Noah her name is Cylena. A year later my sister sister Serenity was born. A year later was around this time where I finally got to know who my real dad was. I was only 3 but I a family war. The war was over me. I didn't know about Allannah or Cylena yet but I would with in the next 2 years. Serenity, Noah, and I all had different dads but the same mom. Tim (Serenity's dad), my mom, and my dad were fighting because of something I said to my dad. I wouldn't know Eliezer was my father until the night was over. He was visiting as a friend of my mom when I told him. He and Tim got in a fight about him hurting us. My mom got in a fight with them as well because they wouldn't tell her why they were fighting. I brought Noah and Serenity into my bedroom and locked the door. We just listened to the fight. My dad left alone for about 4 more years we would be beat up. So shit with Tim continues on for awhile. I find out about my sisters! Cylena, Allannah, and I all have different mothers. Avyona is born during the last year with Tim and turns out to be my sister. She is younger then Cylena and they have the same mom. So all my siblings are only half siblings. Oh and during time with Tim a gain a step sister, Skylee.

The most messed up part of my life is my 12th Birthday Phone Call from my dad. I haven't talked to my dad since it happened
Me: Hey, dad!
Dad: Hi Hun
Me: Do you know what today is?
Dad: The day I'm gonna kill myself
Me: No! Its my birthday!
Dad: Oh happy birthday hunny. I'm sorry I forgot. I've had a bad day.
Me: Yeah whatever! Don't ever call here again. *hangs up;crying*

I don't have too many friends because we move a lot. I'm kinda emotional due to my past. I have secrets but I'm not a backstabber like some people claim me to be. I don't really know what else to say.